Monday, March 31, 2008
Monday, March 31, 2008
when i was born...my life was so simple...me just had to go along with the instructions that whoeva gave me and continue with my life...but as me turn older each year...nt easy...really...things are getting complicated since primary 2...moved house to j.w. ...until when me was at the end of primary school, graduating...thought my life would be easier...moreover, i was going into the youths...but it's not as easy as i think...following the rules will not be as easy as it is when we grow up and get in contact with the complicated world... will get so ganchiong, wanting to get involved in everyting...to a stage where i found out that more and more challenges and obstacles are waiting for me and adapting alot of changes make me haf mixed feelings at times...asking myself, "what m i suppose or going to do next?" make me nervous and scare...>.<...met new challenges and problems to solved...felt interesting...vexing...anxious...about the solutions...trying to figure out what is next everytime...but every single time this sentence came to me..."duno what will happen next, but what i knw is that God is always beside me guiding me, protecting me and opening a path for me..."...God is always encouraging me through the people, things and the Bible surrounding me...=p...what m i going to do without God...can never imagine...>.<...
Thank God for EVERYTHING...=P...i luv You!!!
4eva luv;
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sunday, March 30, 2008
2day we went pastamania mum mum...heex...the pizza taste weird weird...hahax...aniways...thats nt the point...hahax...heex...
2day me and the bigger youths decided to haf a strict and higher expectations of ourselves...in all areas of our lives...zl went home so early...aiyo...missed out lorx...aniways...tink if we haf decided wat to do le...we should just do it ritex lorx...knw that its a difficult process but then wats after that? i mean...how to say lehx...but lots of things and feelings in me now...really want to say it all out in one go but then...>.<...where should i start? what should i do? actually b4 2day de sharing...me haf already told myself wat i want myself to do or be in this yr...lots of changes and wat i haf to do is so much but limited time...having stricter lifestyle is nt as bad as i think at times...be prepared in wateva we do lorx...my expectations for myself is like...erm...duno how to say lehx...erm...one point is that...overcome my own feelings...as in the worldly feelings...or can say its the bad feelings...erm...bad description...erm...never mind...>.<...aniways...my main point is that...OVERCOME!!!
btw...erm...just found out that the title that me wrote is like...erm...no link lehx...hahax...>.<...-.-..
4eva luv;
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Saturday, March 29, 2008
guess wat...this morning this thought just came into my mind...my family is so special and unique...in all ways...no matter when or where...special and unique in the sense that we can haf lots of fun at times and communicate 'properly' at times...hahax...but of course we haf arguement time...so when tis time arrive, it's chaos...hahax...but me treasure every ting...my mom's nagging although makes me go crazy but then me just tink that her nagging is just as precious to me when compare to the time when we go out...me treasure the quarrel between my bro and me...although when quarreling we are super duper angry, me just like it...like the time when my father is fierce...scary but thats a treasure to me...most importantly...
ME LUV MY FAMILY!!! hahahax...
4eva luv;
Friday, March 28, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
went to polyclinic and haf a xray done...Thank God that the fall didnt do any harm to the bone...so now onli waiting for my next appt at NUH...that will be like...erm...2weeks from now? just finish watching one litre of tears...its sooooo the TOUCHING!!! cry every episode...hahax...but tis is really veri encouraging...=p...mmm...gota tink of another show to watch...hahax...love watching shows...hahax...
had put down some of the stuff that me nida put down...like things that me cant change...tink like that will be beta bax...=p
4eva luv;
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
had a fall in the toilet on sunday...hahax...haix...who ask me to be so playful...then in the end me fall down lorx...hahax...>.<...at that point of time my butt hurts larx...-.-...well...aniways...hahax...the effect only appear on mon...me cant haf big actions if not...PAIN...!!! hahax...the place where me fall down and where the pain is is super duper diff...but the falling down place is only painful today...>.<...-.-...hahax...well...like that lorx...hahax...
aniways...going to wait till my appt date then go see doc...heex...4eva luv;
Friday, March 21, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
yaaayyy!!! people went to thai came back today le!!! hahax...me so the miss them larx...and they are finally back! heex...we went to airport and fetch them straight after the prayer meeting of the Good Friday...then after fetching them, we went makan at T1...then after that we went vivo...again...hahax...seems like they like the place soooo the much...tot they would be exhausted after the flight and want to go home straight away after finish eating but then surprisingly...they agreed to go out and "play"...hahax...
Last night me stayover at ling yun house then she help me wif my blog...thanks to her...me change my blog skin...and me haf tag box le...hahax...okiex...me kinda bai chi at tis stuff...aniways...the word for the tag box is like sooooooo the small until u cant see...sumwhr in the middle on top...tag worx...heex...too small le larx...but try to find it...nt that difficult to find de larx...heex...4eva luv;
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
today is thursday and me at lingyun house!!! hahax...after the tanfang to suyu auntie house(not suya...is suyu horx...), me went to ling yun house to stay over...hahax...cuz we tot we are going straight to airport and fetch them...but then the prayer is in the afternoon...so in the end we haf to go to zx first then go to airport and fetch them lorx...heex...sooooo the happi that me can stay over...hahax...and of course...tmr our dear bro and sis from thai are coming back to singapore!!! YAY!!! hahax...okiex...me gone crazy...hahax...cuz me so the happi they are back mahx...when they are not here, it's so the obvious and we so the miss them larx...just hope that me can go also...if me not schooling at tis point of time, me will definitely go de lorx...cuz my mom say that she can sponsor me go mahx...like that me no nida worriex abt the money problem le lorx...but then me school reopen le...so the miss thai...tis time go up the mountain...haf a new experience...heard that ppl are getting sick and stuff...hope that u ppl are alright and the activities there go on smoothly...hahax...JIAYOUU o!!! and...really thank God for letting us haf the opportunity to go thai and do missionary trip and work there...THANK U!!!
hungry...>.<...heex... 4eva luv;
Monday, March 10, 2008
Monday, March 10, 2008
2jie came on tue and she went home on sat le...so the miss her...but then shes going to cum back soon...cuz of the interview at the univeristy...pray that she can get in...then she can study in sg...then she can join me le...heex...its going to be so the fun! heex...
4eva luv;